I love all that is beautiful.
-Adi Rusydi Abdul Rahman
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 6:25 PM
It's Time..

Finally, everythings came to an end.
you are back with him, and im starting new with someone else.
i knew from the start we'll never make it together.
Because i knew hes still in your heart, and i can never replace him.
Im sorry if i didnt try hard enough.
I've always knew you still love him when we were still together,
its just that i dont want to bring it up.
But deep inside, i know what was going on.
you guys have been contacting each other all this while,
but i kept quiet about it. You know i love you and only you.
You know i care for you and i gave you space and try to be as understanding as i can.
But i dont want to go further if this hurts you alot,
i rather let you go and be with him.
rather then seeing you get all stressed up about the situation.
If you're happier with him, then im happy for you.
To be honest, i was already prepared for this.
I know that you will go back to him someday.
Im not mad at you or dissapointed with you.
I have no reason for it because YOU chose who you want to spent the rest of your life with,
im a nobody to stop or change your decision on that,
all i can do is to wish you the best of luck.
And if i love you, i should respect your decision.

Its time to let you go.
and please, no more trying.
We've been tru soo much and its tiring.
Ive realised, whatever i do, i can never do it like him.
I can never make you happy and smile like they way he did.
I have officially closed the door in my heart for you,
if i have no place in your heart,
soo will you in mine.
Too much chances,
too much hope and
too much hurting.
And it all came down to the same point.

This will be the last time i will be talking about us.
You've been a great guy in my life. No Regrets.
Dont be angry if i dissapear away from your life.
I just dont want to be your rebound guy again if something happens to you and him.
And i dont want to be a stir in your life anymore.
It will just be better if im gone from your life.
And im sorry for everything i have done wrong to you,
im not asking for your forgiveness nor your apologies.
whose fault doesnt matter. Its all over.
We know we're not perfect,
we're human beings.
Try not to think about me anymore.
I will not be coming back.
You've moved on,
and soo will i.


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