I love all that is beautiful.
-Adi Rusydi Abdul Rahman
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 2:52 PM
5.55am.

Who I'd like to meet:
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Adolf Hitler.
Moral standards.
$$$$$
2006, forever.
Positive energies.
Abstract intelligence.
Societal anomalies.
Your inner child.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
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When I'm alone,
I get far too philosophical and sentimental.
When I'm drunk, I get far too calm and normal.
And well, you can see what I'm like the rest of the time.

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@ 2:45 PM
Imaginative.


All of you, and the fountain of youth.


Searching, searching, searching.




Well, you're all damn fools.
You've got your youth.Now,
make a fountain of it.

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Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 3:51 AM
Im Nec.

I love all that is beautiful. It's been said that I'm hard to figure out.
I don't know why you're trying. Things are meant to be what they are, and that's all.
I like to write and read and paint and eat.I go to too many shows,
and I know too many musicians.I'm slowly reverting back to who I was as a child.I love joke tattoos and sushi and ice cream and chai and the way the stars look when you're far from the city. I've never been in love, but I've lived enough to know that it's not so important at my age.
I used to be homeless. I used to be content. I used to be poor. I used to know myself so well.
I believe my home is halfway across the earth, in a place I've never been.I want all that life has to offer. I want to see the world. I want experience. I want change. I want something different than the ordinary, and mundane.
And all-in-all, I change day-to-day. I don't know who I am. Don't expect to know me, either

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Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
Friendship.

I MISS ALL OF YOU BUNCH OF IDIOTS!

There are not many things in life that are so

beautiful as true friendship,

and not many things more uncommon.

Some people go to priest;

others to poetry; i to my friends.

No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth.<3

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@ 7:59 AM
HAPPY!.


I'm Nec. I'm great. I'm going. I'm never going to stop.




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Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 1:01 AM
Life.

I'm Nec.
I'm a groupie, and my best friend is not a bomb threat.
Nineteen years of bones and skin.
A whole world of extraordinary supernatural,
and you settle for mundane. Everything is conditional.
It would be a matter of opinion to say that I've lived a lot,
but it's my opinion that these few years have seen too much.
I may be honest, unbiased, modest, and pure,
but I'm not at all innocent.
Staying in one place for too long reminds me that I've got a past,
and I could spend my life running from it,
and that would be alright.
I'll do what it takes to stay happy; to truly feel alive.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 1:34 PM
Oh.

Well, I'm still alright.
I just wonder if it's different, or if it's all the same.
I just wonder what it is. That's all.I just wonder,
and my mind just wanders.And I just wonder.
You know, you know.You've got the charm, and you're charming.
And you know what to say and who to say it to.
I don't want to assume, because I've already believed you.
I'm too much of an idealist. And I think you caught on.
But under, you didn't know that my mind works two ways,
and that my vision is wonderful. And I see perfectly fine.
I like to let it fall where it does. And what? I don't know.
Things happen. Things don't. If you plan something,
it never seems to go the right way. I'm sporadic. You're not.
I'm an observer, a watcher, an onlooker.
You go out and do what you do, and the people watch you.
I'm still alright. Things happen. Things don't.
I'm still alright, I just tend to wander.
The moment I'm home is the moment I'm lost.
For that short while, my confusion stopped.
And when it ended, it began again, and it was just hard to adjust to.
That's all. I'm still alright. It was just nice. Things happen. Things don't.
I'll be just fine, I'll just wonder, and I'll just wander,
with you on my mind.

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